27.03.07
:: i'm feeling yummy head to toe (you see me)
so,
no. i really haven't written much or very often as of late, have
i? i don't really have an explanation or an apology, but i do have
a theory. i think that i was subconsciously sparing you, gentle
reader. sparing you from 3 months of hearing about low-carb, sugar-free
food. and about weight loss. and trainers. and the proper weight-lifting
positions. and weigh-ins. etc., etc. consider yourselves lucky.
instead, all of this i have offloaded onto any friend -- or perfect
stranger -- who wandered within earshot or would stand still long
enough. bad for them, right? right.
my weight this morning (i took this photo about 15 min. ago), and
for the second week in a row, was 179 lbs. i don't think i've been
under 180 lbs. since senior prom. high school senior prom,
that is. honestly. so, good for me, right?
i look kinda pissed off at something though, don't i? i think i'm
just hungry. i'm finding myself always hungry. always. but i do
feel much better. honestly. i really do. i move around better, and
i burn calories better. and, most importantly, i play volleyball
better. so, good for me, right?
i think what this experience has taught me most (and don't think
it's over; this is a life change we're talking about) is
that i really should rely on myself more often. i will be there
for myself, giving 110%, all the time. or as much as i can. i will
not let myself down. at least, not very often.
so, good for me, right? right.
posted by lonestarsteve
on tue 27.03.07 8:12 AM
08.03.07 :: where have you been, you filthy/gorgeous
bastard?
good
question. i know that you, gentle readers, have been concerned,
so i thought i would briefly say that i haven't written because,
well, i've been quietly living my life. but i'm ok. i'm better than
ok, actually. and i wish you all the same.
and,
uhm, speaking of better-than-ok, take a gander to the left, please.
although my weight has seemed to plateau as of late, i am most impressed
with the fact that i'm about 20 lbs. lighter than jan. 1. good for
me. a lot of work, a lot of sacrifice, but all very well worth it.
i'm feeling great and i can't believe how far i've come in such
a short period of time. just shows-to-go-you what one can accomplish
when one is carrying around an extra load equivalent in weight to
4 bags of flour. trust!
otherwise, and speaking of filthy/gorgeous, i'm set to see
scissor
sisters next friday night. can not wait. i'm having a long-term
love affair with their lead singer jake shears, but he's not aware
of it just yet. i'm waiting to tell him about it when he arrives
in houston.
that's just the way i roll...
peace out. i'll try my hardest to not let so much time go by between
posts. can't promise absolutely, but i'm only human afterall.
so,
no. i really haven't written much or very often as of late, have
i? i don't really have an explanation or an apology, but i do have
a theory. i think that i was subconsciously sparing you, gentle
reader. sparing you from 3 months of hearing about low-carb, sugar-free
food. and about weight loss. and trainers. and the proper weight-lifting
positions. and weigh-ins. etc., etc. consider yourselves lucky.
instead, all of this i have offloaded onto any friend -- or perfect
stranger -- who wandered within earshot or would stand still long
enough. bad for them, right? right.
good
question. i know that you, gentle readers, have been concerned,
so i thought i would briefly say that i haven't written because,
well, i've been quietly living my life. but i'm ok. i'm better than
ok, actually. and i wish you all the same.
and,
uhm, speaking of better-than-ok, take a gander to the left, please.
although my weight has seemed to plateau as of late, i am most impressed
with the fact that i'm about 20 lbs. lighter than jan. 1. good for
me. a lot of work, a lot of sacrifice, but all very well worth it.
i'm feeling great and i can't believe how far i've come in such
a short period of time. just shows-to-go-you what one can accomplish
when one is carrying around an extra load equivalent in weight to
4 bags of flour. trust!